When will this ALL end?

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Hey lovely readers how are you doing?

I've been doing ok but still not 100%. Last week I had to go to the emergency room because I was having chest pain and couldn't breathe. I've been having a lot of pain and I really don't have the energy to get dressed and do my outfit posts. Not to mention the cold weather, it really isn't fun taking pictures outdoors especially when you're not feeling well.
I spend most of my time laying down, so every now and then I might just post something for you to enjoy. It's really hard living with Crohns Disease, one day you can wake up feeling good and the next day can be the worst day ever. It's really depressing and honestly I'm stressed out about it.
This blog has been very therapeutic for me, even though I can't do my outfit posts I enjoy creating looks and ideas. It keeps my mind away from being sick.
I recently had a young lady reach out to me through my Facebook page who was just diagnosed with Crohns, and she asked so many questions about what I went through and how I cope with it. It really touched my heart to be able to talk to someone and help them get through it. When I was diagnosed I didn't know anyone who had it and no one really knew or even heard about Crohns.

You know the saying "When it rains it pours", well that's what My life has been like these past few months. Yesterday I spent the entire day in the hospital because my father was having surgery. While I was waiting for him to be transferred to ICU, I received a phone call from Jax's dad telling me the Jax was having a high fever and he needed to take him to the ER. I asked him to bring him to the hospital I was at and before I could even see my dad after his surgery I had to rush down to the emergency department and wait for Jax to arrive. It turns out that Jax has the flu, I'm super stressed with my dad in the hospital , Jax with the flu and let's not forget my issues. To top it all off Jax doesn't want to drink his medicine, it's been really hard getting him to take it.  Everything is so overwhelming, and I know that stressing doesn't help the Crohns, but I'm just frustrated by all of this.
I know everything will get better, but how much longer and how many more obstacles do I have to go through before things can get better?

I won't be posting for a little while until things can get to some sort of  "Normal".  I wish you all the best this holiday season. Enjoy!!

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9 comments

  1. so sorry to hear that Lee. I hope that things start to get better for you and your family. take it easy and get your rest. blogging will always be here! wish you and your fam a happy holidays!

    xo
    naty
    aloveaffairwithfashion.blogspot.com

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  2. Amiga, I hope things get better for you soon!

    xo
    Melissa
    http://sweetstylesbymelissa.blogspot.com

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  3. Lee,

    I'm sorry to hear this! I can't even imagine what you're going through. If you ever need to talk, please feel free to email me or FB me! I'm here for you! Wishing you and your family a great holiday and a hopeful, amazing new year! You deserve nothing less!

    Love you,

    Melanee
    xo

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